Different Us
Looking back 12 years ago, I was still an active athlete, always skipping class for training, meeting.. (Bull: Who is Penguin?! Is she in the same class with me? Oh... that fierce girl ah...)
But now....
Bull : Penguin, let's go jogging and burn your fat!
Penguin: Huh?! Can we only make it tomorrow? I'm tired today.
Bull : NO! Get up! Your tummy is getting bigger. Let's go work out!
Penguin: (Inhale) No la, I'm so slim! Where got tummy? Where?
Bull : ...........
Why am I so lazy now? I could never expect Bull will have better stamina than me. He was a.... emm.... a quiet boy sitting at the back, whom I don't really know until Form 4.
9 years ago...
Pn Azimah: Penguin, can you show the class how to balance this chemical equation?
[C2H6 + O2 - CO2 + H2O]
Penguin: Huh?!....I try.. (Standing long in front of the blackboard]
Pn Azimah: It's easy, think a bit.
Bull: (was sitting at the front desk)......hey, 2 carbon dioxide..
Pn Azimah: shh...
Bull: (mumbling) 2....2......
Penguin: (Confused) erh?
Katak: (was sitting next to Bull) 3 water...
Penguin: (more confusing) 3?!!
Bull & Katak: 2 CO2 and 3H2O!!
Penguin: (embarrased)....thank you
But now...
Penguin: How am I going to save this file in XXX format?
Bull: You see la..
Penguin: (Searching....Clicking....Scrolling....Looking hard...) Can you...help me here?
Bull: Zzzzz
Penguin: .....
8 years ago...
Penguin: Mummy, where's the shirt that I bought a day ago?
Mummy: I just washed it this afternoon.
Penguin: Aiyo, I want to wear it today.
Mummy: I mana tahu %^&*(%**&&...
Penguin: Ok, Ok, Sorry.
On the other hand,
Bull: I help my auntie hang her clothing le..
Penguin: Wah, so good! I... I.... (help my mum doing nothing)
Bull: I help my mum bake cake le..
Penguin: Wah, so obedient! I.. I... (how to bake cake? Wa, this guy is good le..)
But now,
Penguin: Eh! Why your stockings are EVERy WHere? Hiding under the bed, laying under the
table?
Bull: Hihi...
5 years ago...
Pat: Eh, eh.. you know what? That couple stay together o, not married o, not even engaged o!
Penguin: Wah, so daring to stay together?
Esma: Ya lo, ya lo.. I tell you what.... He and she... ... ...
Pat & Penguin: WHAT?! Wah... Oh.. Oh... (continue gossiping)
But now...
Anonymous 1: Hey girl, welcome to Kuching! Where are you staying?
Penguin: Near Poh Kwong Park.
Anonymous 1: Who are you staying with?
Penguin: Oh, my boy friend.
Anonymous 1: Ha?! You married?!
Penguin: (Moron, If I'm married, I will address HIM as HUSBAND!) Nope!
Anonymous 1: Oh..
Anonymous 2: Wah, how long have you been in Kuching?
Penguin: Hmm... about 7 months?!
Anonymous 2: Heard you stay with boy friend o?
Penguin: Ya..
Anonymous 2: How if you get pregnant?
Penguin: (If I'm not happy, do abortion la! You thought I like kids meh?! Another 5 years
maybe?) Hehe... married lo...he he... (-.-)
3 years ago...
ASS: DOTA! DOTA!
Bull: ON! ON!
But now...
Penguin: Resident Evil! Resident Evil!
Bull: Zzzzz
Penguin: (Weeping)
Just want to tell that, people changed and moved on. No matter what is going to happen tomorrow, cherish the moment we are together, appreciate everything that we have!
Extremely Pity Xiao Bai
Xiao xiao xiao xiao bai.... why is this happen to you? Why you? WHY?!!!!

I think I was totally horrified until I can't cry my anger out. My heart is still palpitating fast and I doubt if I could have a good night sleep tonight. I know I should be grateful as they only stole the wheels, not the car.
I just can't stop thinking of the original sport rim that xiao bai used to have. And someone just told me that the original set of viva sport rim cost around RM1600! Plus 4 tyres which should be RM100 each... I think I should stop thinking of it or I really need an appointment at psychiatric ward tomorrow.
Pity "Xiao Bai"
I don't know who did this and how it happened? and I definitely DON'T WANT to know anymore! Not NOW, NOT IN THE FUTURE!
He is not a luxury car but it doesn't mean that he should be treated like the above! He may look dull and cheap, but he is my "precious", I bought it with my own money, for God sake! My own savings after getting this scholarship, that MLNG biasiswa since Form 1, PTPTN, bonus from company and ang pao!
Well, this incident will come to the end by the time I finish this blog. I might be very angry at this moment, but I never hold a grudge. I will take it as another unlucky day I have. Finally, I hope everything goes fine for me this year. For "Xiao Bai", maybe I will bring you for polishing after I cash my salary as a sincere apology for leaving you behind.
Day off . Bleeding session
I couldn't remember when was the last time I saw the sun? The non-stop heavy rain finally caused flood in Kuching (includes the shortcut to my working place).
"hey, just want to let you know that I can't go to lab today because of the flood. So.... take a day off. bye bye!"
"......."
Hmm... tomorrow is Tuesday, the farm might send in chicks for tests again. I am still not good in taking blood. Out of ten, there will be two or three killed in bleeding session. The chick struggles hard and causes the needle penetrate through its heart and then its liver or lung.
I remembered the first day I do blood collection, it was a mess. I learn the way the senior assistant holding the chicks and slowly I penetrate the needle into the pity little chick's heart to get the blood.
"What happen to the chick?"
"Oh, it's dead!"
"DEAD?!!" (For the first time in my life, I killed a Chick! I was holding a dead chick!) "Anyway, is the blood enough for ELISA?"
Soon after the bleeding session, I have to kill and dissect the chosen chicks in order to take their organs for bacterial examination.
"Nah, sulin, break the chick's neck using the scissors. You've to do it fast and break the neck completely or the chicks will suffer. . ."
I did not do it well. After seeing me spending an hour to kill and dissect the first chick, he spoke to me again...
"Okay la, this time I help you to do. If not, you will still be standing here until tomorrow morning."
Two weeks ago, I was asked to take the goat blood. Sigh...I still cannot handle the little chick well, how can I take the blood from a huge goat?
"Before we start, do you know what is the brick-like thing?"

"Ha!! Are you serious? (Of course I'm not.) It's SALT (sodium chloride) which is essential in goat's diet."

Penguin in Kuching
My parents called me the second day I moved in Kuching. The first thing they told me was, “Ah mei, Ah mei, our house now is very quiet. Your brothers all went out tonight, leave two of us at home. No one talk to us. We are so lonely.”
Oi oi... I am alone at home everyday when the rest going out around 6 am and only coming back around 6pm. Daniel got 7 calls this month!! Anyway, Thanks God, yesterday was the last call.
The third day my sister-in-law called. She was worried that bull will bully me. Aiyo, he is good. He even doesn’t have time to look at me, how can he bully me? The first thing he does everyday after work is watching movie or surfing net. Don’t worry, I am an adult already. Give me a chance to learn so that I can be more mature!
My mum was the one who wash, dry & fold my clothes. Now, I have to do everything by myself. My mum doesn’t like us to interfere with her daily errands. Thus, both of my sisters-in-law do not have to do house chores.
Well, I forgot to put in detergents the first time I washed my clothes. I overshot the house twice. When I was busy looking for the house, Daniel was giggling at the passenger seat. Well, I only realized that I overshoot when he waved and said, “bye bye”, to the house! (>_<) He purposely took two-days off helping me to familiarize with the routes in Kuching. Well, we visited the Fish Muzium. I was attracted by a statue in a park. Later only found out in Sarawak Muzium that, the statue was to attract the prey to walk into the trap, which is set next to the statue. Hmmm...if I were born in stone age, I might be their meal already.
I will start working next week. I hope that the boss is good, the colleagues are good, the working environment is good......God, please bless me.
With first big salary...come some big purchases
2 months had passed since my first day reporting in for job.



I'm going to Kuching!
just came back from 3 weeks of brain wash session.
Will be going to Hospital Umum Sarawak, Kuching for my housemanship for 2 years
If you guys drop by, pls give me a call.
Here are some graduation pics taken on 24th May 2008 during my convocation:
Pity Bull on Election Day
Today, he received the punishment:-
haih.... It is obvious that I have to let him rest. I can only hang out with my second boy friend. Bull, please get well soon!
Boring life in Bintulu

hai, forget about the trip...
Since there's no tuition class in the school holiday, I always kill my time by watching tv at night.
"Er Sao ah Er Sao (sister in law in chinese), tomorrow we go shopping, okay or not?" (my elder brother has surrendered in the Family World War, so now my sister in law is the one whom I should talk to.)
"Ah Di ah Ah Di, are you working this Sunday? May I borrow your Little White Kancil? I need to go to church o? can or not? If you wanna go out play Dota, you follow cousin's car la ah.."
Finally...
Jungle Trekking
There's pretty much nothing to do here in Batu Pahat. That's why we go jungle trekking at Bukit Badang frequently as that seems to be the most secluded and well covered place to exercise in Batu Pahat. Now, tell me how to prepare for Marathon in less than a month? i'm seriously scared now...
Don't buy Modernas! Part II
This is the second part that came out last week - my rearview mirror! i think some bastard knocked it over and the whole thing just came out...till now still clueless about how actually did the thing come out, it's a ballk and socket joint! like the one you have on your hip...you need very very high velocity force to dislocate it...
Don't buy Modernas!
Today was a bitch. I went to do some banking and when i was done and wanted to start my motorbike, the whole steel bar (used to start the engine, I dunno what is it called) detached! wtf? I couldn't even start the bike now. Ended up pushing the bike like an idiot around the town in search of a repair shop. Luckily, found a car exhaust pipe shop and the owner put in a new nut and welded it. Presto, it's good as new, actually, it's better! I dunno whether it's me or not, but now it felt like my motorbike is a whole lot easier to start! Previously i couldn't get it started without a few forceful kicks (which i think it's the reason why the whole damn thing came out today), but now with only one kick...my little black beast (pardon me for the self indulgence) roared to life! Fuck, after 2 years and RM4 bucks (for the repair), now only I know that this is the source of the damn problem!
Hopefully when i start my beast tomorrow, the bliss of getting it started with one gentle kick remains there...touch wood...
Besides, received my second birthday present (the first one being the running gear i got in Hari Raya by my mum) today from Su Lin! I dunno who got the mail today for me, but he must feel damn disgusted by the intimate nature of the wrapper, muahaha.... anyway, thanks honey, I love it!

Raya Holiday
My parents had came for a one week holiday during my Raya break. My brother and I brought them to JB-Melaka-KL-Penang-KL. We were on a long bus journey almost everyday and I'm so fade up with taking buses right now. Here were some pictures:
Johor:
at my brother's campus
Danga Bay
Melaka:
KL:
Penang:
cycling on Penang Hill
This is such a small world, saw quite a few friends back then:
1) Jih Leong - this is the most surprise, saw him in Melaka while i brought my parents to savour the famous chendol! guess what, he is in a bloody relationship! wahaha... great girl there! i wanted to take a picture one, but he got too many friends there, i scare later they snatch my camera and beat me up. Anyway, i won't tell your mum lol, dun worry and dun find me if she knows!
2) Cynthia - saw her shopping along in Bukit Bintang. she haven't change much...nothing much to tell
3) Ming Huan - saw him in Pavillion. My father commented that he look much more like a doc than me, bloody hell...
In preparation for marathon in December
I've bought myself a pair of new running shoes (Reebok Trinity Flash) @ RM210 and an arm wallet to kick start my marathon training...
Now, all i need is the determination to get started...
sigh, why did i signed up for this shit? how am i gonna get ready for this feat which is only about a month left? I'm so not in shape now, even a 2km jog set me panting like a dog...god bless me...
a Malaysiano maid
The maid was so mad and proved him that she can PAINT!